Progon iz zavičaja

 
 
Nakon dvadeset godina
Od našeg progona iz zavičaja
Isti osjećaj u grlu,
Ni manji strah pred njima,
Ni slabija čežnja za povratkom.
A kad bih mogla,
Makar u noći
Kradom,
Odnijela bih cvijet majci na grob.
Da mi noge nisu tolikim
Strahom vezane,
Pa da odem!
Da odem kao nekada
U naše selo.
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Najprije bih stala na ulazu
Pred krajputašem
I stavila znak križa.
Onako pobožno kao starice 
I kao djeca.
Da nije kasno za molitvu
I za križanje,
Da me misli ne progone
Poput krivnje suučesnika,
Koji ništa nije učinio
Da zločine spriječi,
Klečala bih pred krajputašem
Dok mu ne dosadim.
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Klečala bih
Dok mi koljena ne prokrvare
I pr(o)eklinjala ako treba.
A kad me suzama mojim obliven,
Iz visina pogleda,
Zavapila bih još glasnije:
Ne daj onima
Da bude naše mrtve!                                                                    
 

Ljubica Kolarić-Dumić